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[10 Apr 2004|08:26pm]
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Squeak.Tickle.Laugh.Affliction = Hard.
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[28 Mar 2004|10:07am]
Hi, I have a new journal.If you want to be added comment here.I am just writing in that one now.
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[23 Mar 2004|08:41pm]
What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Sexy Body Part IsYour Hands
Special Talents AreKissing
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[21 Mar 2004|01:08am]
Hi.I got my hair cut.I have a bad picture of it, enjoy.
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[20 Mar 2004|01:08pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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So yeah, I am getting my hair cut today.I was excited about it before, but now I am not.One, it is very different just because of the bangs, and I haven't had bangs similar to that since I was about 3.I hope it turns out nice.We'll see.I have to clean my room still.Then I need to get dressed and wash up.Bowling tonight.That should be fun.I want to organize my music files again.

I wonder how it would look if I emptied out my room, covered the floor real nice...then just dipped a big paint brush into the paint and splash it against the walls.Maybe use a few colors.I have four pieces of furniture in my room(not including my desk chair).My bed, my dresser, my shelf, and my desk.I planned on taking out the shelf.And I was thinking the other day..I am going to get a new bed, maybe, when I re-do my room(whenever I clean my room completely)...I think I want to get a captain's bed, the bed with the drawers underneath.This way...I could take out my dresser too.I hate having so much in my room.And yes for anyone who has seen my room you think that is crazy because I keep it so messy and I haven't really unpacked from when I moved LAST december in 2002.But I really do hate clutter, I hate having my room like this.But I just happen to be a messy person, and I hate to clean.So it drives me crazy, it really does, as much as a surprise that may be.Okay, and I want to get a cheap nightstand deal.So that will be another piece of furniture, but small.And what will be great is that I am going to hang my television up on this tv wall mount, so that will leave my desk open.I don't think I am going to do what I have planning to do for awhile now.I think I want to change the colors, or just brighten them up, or something.I'll have to think about that.Or maybe no...maybe I will still keep the color scheme, just put less black then I had planned.Maybe put white fabric instead for the bed/desk wall.I am sure a lot of this has absolutely no meaning to a lot of you.Oh well.This is more for my benefit.Okay..I will go get to that cleaning now.I hope you all have a fun Saturday! :)

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[19 Mar 2004|11:20pm]
How would you do on American Idol? by geela
Simon saysI'm speechless
Paula saysToo fake and affected
Randy saysDAWG! I'm feelin' ya
Success levelKicked off for nudie pics
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[18 Mar 2004|06:32am]
You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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[17 Mar 2004|02:28pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I won't be going to that doctor's appointment tomorrow.I will be in school, all day.

I want to get shoes and a haircut this weekend.Anyone want to come with me?

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[17 Mar 2004|09:51am]
[ mood | complacent ]

I leave today after 4th period.It's because I have no self-control.Ridiculous? Yes.I have an ultrasound at 5:45 PM, yet I am leaving school early.It's because I am not allowed to eat lunch.I am not allowed to consume anything besides that light breakfast(that I didn't have) and clear liquids for the rest of the day.Starting at around 3 or so, I have to drink water - 32 ounces.I hope I am thirsty.But so back to that self-control, I have none.I won't be able to be in the cafeteria around food and not eat some.I need more will.But yes, so after this period which is over in a few minutes, I shall proceed to FST.I will take a quiz there that I am unsure of the material.Then I will walk with Justin to his mod five class.I then go home.I will have a blast, okay?

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[11 Mar 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Look what I got back!

My cameraaa!

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[10 Mar 2004|10:18pm]
gold heart
Heart of Gold

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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[09 Mar 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

And no one really knows everything that I think or every idea I have.But maybe one person got a short glimpse tonight.And I am not sorry, in fact that makes me smile.

And now all I want to do is dream wonderful things and awake rested.But first I just played a ditty on the harmonica and it was bright and cheery.And I am not sad that I don't know how to play well, but happy that I can have fun with it.

So here comes the chap stick, off go the clothes, into the bed, and dreams I shall head.

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[08 Mar 2004|11:59am]
[ mood | bored ]

So...I overslept big time.Way to go Steph.
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[07 Mar 2004|11:44pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Sometimes it is nice to get away.But I would be just fine staying with it all.

I asked my brother on the car ride home from Maryland where he wanted to live later on, if he wanted to stay here or move somewhere else.He said about how so many people say things like, "I can't wait to get away from this place."And how he would be fine with staying here, that he probably would.I am almost surprised he feels the same way as I do about that, but on the other hand I am not surprised at all.I can't wait to explore before settling down.I was thinking after grad school, I would do this.Maybe I wouldn't start up my exact career.Maybe I would persue photography and traveling, like I had wanted to later on anyways.When talking about my english project to my father and brother, I told them about what I want to do college and career wise.I can't really know for sure what they thought, but they didn't bash the idea or anything, which makes me happy.As much as I think sometimes that I don't care what my brother thinks about me and what I do..I really do care, greatly.

I don't really know what all of that was about, more just my thoughts and making sense of them for myself.

I decided when I get my own house, I want a balcony.I like being up high and looking out over everything.Seeing the world, or a portion of it, from above.I would sit out there in the early morning, or late at night, and just look out, thinking.It really is nice to do.Maybe lean on the rail on my elbows with a mug of coffee or tea, with the steam rising into the cool morning air.I would blow on the hot liquid and take long sips, savoring the taste.

I like thinking about the details of things one normally doesn't notice.

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[01 Mar 2004|06:35am]
[ mood | tired ]

Depending on my favorite color I got different things..this seemed the most accurate.

Which Daria charactar are you?


You're very artistic, whether mentally or physically. You try to be optimistic but you have your negative side.

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[29 Feb 2004|12:30pm]
[ mood | silly ]

I like to push my hair over to the side and have fun.

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[29 Feb 2004|03:08am]
[ mood | longing ]

I was just looking at someone's livejournal and it made me long for my camera so much.I miss it dearly.I really wonder how long it will take for it to be fixed.I hope not too long.Or they could just send me a new one, right?I just want it back and in working condition - I have photos to take!

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[28 Feb 2004|11:47pm]
[ mood | good ]

I want to go to a field of wild flowers.I want to run through them and play games.I want to lie on my stomach and breathe their fragrance in.I want to lie on my back and day dream, looking at the pillowy clouds picking shapes.I want to make a crown or necklace out of flowers and their stems.I want to pick flowers and spin in circles with my arms straight out.

Where can I find one of those?

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[24 Feb 2004|06:07am]
[ mood | awake ]

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[23 Feb 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

I am going to write what I have for homework so I don't forget.Bear with me.
> English: vocabulary - unit 18?
> Peforming Arts: start memorizing monologue
> FST: HSPA sheet and side one of new trig sheet
> History: complete chart
> Biology: study for test
And then of course I should do some back work..uh, I'll get on that.

When I get older, I want to fall into a routine.The kind where every morning before work I go to a diner or cafe and get the same thing everyday.A cup of coffee and some type of breakfast, but the same every day.I want to sit there eating and drinking while reading.I want to be the observant one.I want to read my book or newspaper and watch everyone, know who comes when and what they get.I like the idea of that.Or maybe I will go to a different place each day.And observe the differences in everyone at each place.I don't know.

I think I decided what to do about my electives for next year.I have yet to decide on my normal classes though.


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